Landing Strip for the Milky Way, 2017
1500 cm x 167 cm x 90 cm. Transparent paper, 2 layers, clamps, human milk, neon light.
In: Close. Never Closer. Curated by Jan Verwoert.
1500 cm x 167 cm x 90 cm. Transparent paper, 2 layers, clamps, human milk, neon light.
In: Close. Never Closer. Curated by Jan Verwoert.
Gorgeous Garbage, 2023
100 cm x 100 cm. Oil on canvas. View at Kang Contemporary, Beneath the Surface. Opens June 28, 2024.
100 cm x 100 cm. Oil on canvas. View at Kang Contemporary, Beneath the Surface. Opens June 28, 2024.
Walking from Frauenklinik to Futurium, corner piece, anamorphic. 2017, wall paint.
Elkins describes the shock of the slow pace experienced by scholars encountering materiality in an artist studio work. He says:
"Art historians who are new to the studio can find their minds racing like the engines of cars stuck in ice.“
Elkins describes the shock of the slow pace experienced by scholars encountering materiality in an artist studio work. He says:
"Art historians who are new to the studio can find their minds racing like the engines of cars stuck in ice.“
„Slowness is painful. It follows that the experience causes anguish: nothing, it seems, is being learned, and no thought can find expression without being dragged through a purgatory of recalcitrant materials. Studio art can become a kind of chronic, low level pain, where the mind is continuously chafing against something it can not have. Academic thinking – the running equations, the scintillating conversations – aim to be as free of that pain as possible.“
Instead of striving as far away from this moment of academic frustration, it is as if we who look to expand painting beyond it´s narrowly defined framework were willfully placed ourselves in revisiting this moment of a mind racing while being stuck in ice. In my case, I started interrogating the limits of painting in relation to social contexts, participation.
I co-founded the artspace arttransponder.net in Berlin in 2005 and funded projects that dealt with questions of participatory art at the interface to other disciplines until 2009, when I was hired to teach Public Art and New Artistic Strategies for 6 years at Bauhaus-Universität, Weimar. I delved into thinking-making (Machendes Denken). I produced a Mammamil ICH-AG, self-incorporating, performatively pumping milk.
I began shaping marks made by spillage of my own human milk. I taught myself to paint in human milk.
That question makes my ovaries screech. 2020. 240 cm x 180 cm handprinted in oil on canvas. Feldfünf, Berlin. Whocares festival.
In 2016, after serious illness I found myself lying flat on my belly, face down, for weeks at a time, immobilized. I began lcarving into linoleum. I experimented with comical expansions and inks until I figured out how to print large format linoleum cuts in oil on canvas. I began exploring self-fictionalization as a way to develop a healthy distance to myself, developing narratives around a central figure, Patricia Andersdottir Roth (Precarious Artistic Researcher), and first published and exhibited this new direction in 2018, and then repeatedly, in Mexico and Germany. I was called to become a 50% Professor of Painting and Participatory Strategies with this work in 2021. I had the privilege of accompanying some amazing students in an exploration of painting combined with participatory strategies. BUT - only 50%. And despite the great atmosphere, 50% just did not cover costs: per hour pay was way less than at public school. This remains a great job for those who can afford it.
By then, Patricia Andersdottir Roth, (Precarious Artistic Researcher) was so destitute (She was looking for the Monument Against Patriarchy - MAP - when Precarity got in the Way.) and sick of forming work to apply for always too little funding while cultivating dependence on a better situated partner, (reality for many, many self described antibourgeois artists!!) she embarked on the wild ride that it was to convince the Berlin Senate, that, despite being a highly educated artist. she could teach in public schools. She also convinced them she could teach philosophy. Former artist bubble colleagues asked why she had "given up". She was also asked: Aber was machst Du mit den schlechten Gedanken?
In 2016, after serious illness I found myself lying flat on my belly, face down, for weeks at a time, immobilized. I began lcarving into linoleum. I experimented with comical expansions and inks until I figured out how to print large format linoleum cuts in oil on canvas. I began exploring self-fictionalization as a way to develop a healthy distance to myself, developing narratives around a central figure, Patricia Andersdottir Roth (Precarious Artistic Researcher), and first published and exhibited this new direction in 2018, and then repeatedly, in Mexico and Germany. I was called to become a 50% Professor of Painting and Participatory Strategies with this work in 2021. I had the privilege of accompanying some amazing students in an exploration of painting combined with participatory strategies. BUT - only 50%. And despite the great atmosphere, 50% just did not cover costs: per hour pay was way less than at public school. This remains a great job for those who can afford it.
By then, Patricia Andersdottir Roth, (Precarious Artistic Researcher) was so destitute (She was looking for the Monument Against Patriarchy - MAP - when Precarity got in the Way.) and sick of forming work to apply for always too little funding while cultivating dependence on a better situated partner, (reality for many, many self described antibourgeois artists!!) she embarked on the wild ride that it was to convince the Berlin Senate, that, despite being a highly educated artist. she could teach in public schools. She also convinced them she could teach philosophy. Former artist bubble colleagues asked why she had "given up". She was also asked: Aber was machst Du mit den schlechten Gedanken?
I got on the boat. The wagon? After completing 3 Masters degrees (MFA Painting, MS Art History, MA Art in Context) in 6 years and a PhD (in 5 years), and becoming a Professor of Painting, unbefristet but just 50%, I also, and in parallel, completed teacher education training (zweites Staatsexamen. School teaching pays substantially more than this 50% professorship at a private institution of higher education.) I submitted to normativity and became what I apparently looked like: an extremely hard working stereotypical German woman art teacher fulfilling all bureaucratic expectations on time by the book, killing off any last shred of desire to produce anything herself. No, I sorted my life as a single mother so that I could afford a continuous studio practice with which nobody would be able to interfere! I also found all the intense interaction with about 100 students per week working part time (a lot of highly gendered care work!) fully satisfied my need for human interaction and participation and returned to my studio for long stretches, all by myself,, working through the ideas and frustrations I developed for and experienced in teaching both in higher education and at school.
Almette (domestic warscapes), 40 x 40, 2016